Life Lately | November 2018

Life Lately | November 2018

Another month down and one left in 2018. This month has been as packed as the rest this fall and going into the winter my schedule is about to get worse. I don't think starting next year I will be doing these life lately posts anymore. And the number of blog posts I put out are going to be a lot less at least for the first two months while I'm doing a major project for work.…

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Life Lately | October 2018

Life Lately | October 2018

Work has been hectic this month from new clients coming on to turn over with employees including positions being filled that have been empty for year of more to switching around the entire layout of the office.  Oh and planning a data center migration from physical to the cloud (Azure). Something I've never done before, and on features that I've never had experience with. So a lot to figure out to make sure it goes smoothly. To say I've been stressed from work is an understatement. Granted I think it's for the best and great resume builder as my boss keeps remaining us.…

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Hi I’m Mae… and I’m a Shopaholic

Hi I’m Mae… and I’m a Shopaholic

Yeah, I don't know how else to put it. And though I could've done this with one of my Let's Talk About segments, this just felt right. I have a terrible relationship with money and it's something I've been working on fixing. It's something I've never been great at. And though I don't want to pin part of this on my bipolar disorder, as it's a characteristic of hypo-manic behavior and I don't know if it's due to that or not.…

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I’m a Bit of a Lone Wolf, And I’m Ok With That

I’m a Bit of a Lone Wolf, And I’m Ok With That

Growing up I used to always want a large group of friends or be part of the IT crowd. But that wasn't me, I got offered to join once. After one afternoon with them, I couldn't stand the backstabbing and left. While I did have my own group of friends and at one point joined a sorority in college, as I've grown up I've become more of a lone wolf. Not that I don't mind other wolves being around, but I'm ok with the fact a large majority of the time I'm alone. And I don't find that weird or lonely.…

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Life Lately | September 2018

Life Lately | September 2018

Is it really fall? Finally! I was getting so sick of summer. It's been so hot that you couldn't really do anything anymore. But now that's it's fall, I'm so excited to just enjoy the outdoors again. Also only one more month until Halloween, my favorite season ever!…

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Life Lately | August 2018

Life Lately | August 2018

So this month I had to come to terms with this Harry Potter closet that I've been feeling like I was suffocating in. It was easier to deal with when I thought I was leaving in well August. But August has come and gone, and I'm not moving out any time soon. Enough things have happened financially mainly due to my car that I just can't move out without going into serious debt at the moment. But staying at my mom's house in this tiny room, at least helps me "get back onto my feet." However, this room is driving me insane. I also think half of it is I feel like I don't belong anywhere. I live in a closet. And my sister or mom come in all of the time to bug me... or really to see Pixie who is under my bed 9 out of 10 times. So I just don't have my own space anymore. And it was fine in the beginning, but now I'm just losing it. Over everything. I just don't know how much more I can stand it but at the same time, I don't want to destroy myself where I'm starving myself because food for myself is not has high priority as gas or food for Pixie. I'm just a pickle in the middle and I hate it. So I somehow need to figure out how to adjust this Harry Potter closet into being something easier to handle where I'm not feeling like I'm just going to lose it at any moment.…

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Why I Most Likely will Never Reconcile with my Father

Why I Most Likely will Never Reconcile with my Father

This month I've been sharing a few things that I've never spoke about and let's just finish it off with my thoughts towards my father. Who I have not spoken to in five years. And I don't have any plans on changing that any time soon. I recently saw Jeffree Star's video where he hadn't spoken to his mom in years, and it just made me think of my father. So I figured I might as well just write about it, since after writing about things on here they just don't bother me anymore. Though honestly, I don't think I'll ever really be 100% over everything in regards to my father.…

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A Typical Day in the Life of Mae Polzine

A Typical Day in the Life of Mae Polzine

I've done a lot of week in reviews or life lately in the past. But I've never actually done a typically overview of my entire day or lay it out in all of it's detail. And I thought that might be an interesting post to write about. Basically like a daily vlog but without the camera and not specific to any one day since I want it to reflect my typical day overall.…

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